awe

When I am in awe at God's goodness to me and wonder at His personal touch in my life...when I think it is "so far from what He needs to do" ... THAT is when I clearly see God's grace-filled attention to details.
God's ways are not my ways. His thinking is not my thinking.
I am beginning to consider that what "He needs to do" might actually be more about us as individuals (ridiculous to my thinking) while He just happens to hold the universe together.
I can't help but praise and honor His name.

When I remember the whole bible is pointed to the story of Jesus and His work for us on the cross, because we needed rescued, it becomes more plausible that this ridiculous grace really is mine.
He still loves me, answers prayers and gives peace that I don't understand while He's keeping the earth in it's orbit.
Unfathomable.